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aww. serasa hiatus
Posted by alter ego on November 9, 2008
wiiih sudah lama saya tidak posting..abisan internet di rumah teh mati, udh gitu males jga ya klo mesti posting di warnet..
tapi hr ini saya kembali!!
btw, gw akhir2 ini suka lyat nama2 org di fs aneh2 aja yak..makin lama makin menggila…
u know lah, somekind of cute, atau ‘cute’ menurut mereka, gw sih geleuh lyatnya…
like: “akuuSukaaUjaaan” or “***peCintaMacchiato” or “akUsayAngdiaBeudd”
my God.
ya terserah lo sih ya mau bikin apa, itu hak lo..but maaaannn… kayanya mewabah bgt tau g..
dimn2 gw lyat beginiii mulu..
g anak SMA, g nak kuliahan…
trus apalagi yaa.oh iya model tulisan anak2 masa kini. aduh sbenernya gw teh g enak ngomongnya cz tmn2 gw rata2 pd kaya bgini..
yg kaya:
ngga = ggag
iya = iiaaaa
mau = maaooo
yah pokonya begitu dah! penggunaan hurup vokal yg berlebihan..
maap ya ade2 skalian yang saya hujat.. abisan gerah sih lyatnya..
btw, gw baru selesai UTS. and oh my GOD i love UTS kali ini!!
lebih bisa aja gw, daripada semester2 terdahulu..
udh gt lebih enjoy aja gt..
mudah2an nilai2 gw bagus, amin…
oh iya jadi sudah 2 minggu ini gw sakit g sembuh2..anehnya kambuh klo mlm doank..
males bgt gw ke dokter, eh pas kmrn akhirnya gw ke dokter juga.
and what the doctor said?
“kamu suka minum es ya? jangan dulu ya. smpai benar2 sembuh total. “
busetttt dunia gw serasa runtuh langit gelap bumi gonjangganjing dan lebayy itu semua kawan…
jadi ternyata gw itu ada bakat asma (bakat kq asma??) jadi yg begitu2 yg memicu trus klo parah bs gawat..
tapi sumpah, langsung terdiam gt gw. masalahnya the one and only minuman favorit gw itu es teh manis. mau dmana juga, mau di resto mahal, di warung pinggir jalan, di cafe, di warteg, gw pasti pesennya es teh manis..
nah sekarang
gw mesti bergaul sm air mineral biasa. yg ngga dingin pula.
ahh. maumatisaja..(lebay lu ah!)
udh musim ujan. demen euy gw. cuma riweuh ah mesti bawa payung ato sweater mulu.
btw td gw pulang dr jalan2 naek kreta..trus pas di kreta ujan gt. nah gw pas sendirian. gw duduk di samping pintu pula. capuchon gw pake, dan what a coincidence, lagu di mp3 gw saat itu:
hujan by utopia.
sumpaahhh galau bgt dah situasinya. bikin gw jd inget hal2 yg sudah2..
abis lagu “hujan”, eh lagunya sixpence none the richer yg kiss me. gelooo tambah galau aja gw…
demen gw ujan2 begini.
so, thats it for today.
see ya, folks!
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get me away from here, im dying..
Posted by alter ego on October 22, 2008
” kenapa semuanya bikin gw kesel?”
“lo yang ngga pernah puas”
“bukannya lo semua yg menuntut terlalu byk dari gw? gw cape!”
“kita ngga nuntut apa2 dari lo. lo nya aja yang ribet”
“tapi klo gw ngga gitu, siapa lagi yg mau ribet?”
“di situ salahnya lo”
“tuh kan. pada akhirnya gw lagi yg salah. im trying to be a perfect person here. at least for you guys.”
” kita ngga minta lo buat jadi perfect”
“tapi apa kalo gw ngga gt, lo smua bakal ttp ada di sn?”
“iya”
“im afraid u guys will leave me alone..”
“we wont”
“ok. ganti pertanyaan: knp di dunia ini hrs ada perbedaan? knp ngga sama aja semuanya? biar adil, biar ngga sakit ati.”
“baru dibilangin. itu cuma lo nya aja yang ngga pernah puas. lo selalu ngeluh.”
“…. tp emang kenyataannya ketidakadilan ini bikin gw sakit ati. life is so fckin unfair.”
“ya udh sih..npain dipikirin. bangga aja sm diri lo sndiri.”
“….. cerita sm lo malah bikin gw tambah bingung.”
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hope u read this, mr. kennedy-wannabe
Posted by alter ego on September 17, 2008
dear pal,
well before i start this, i just want u to know that im not writing this letter for some kind of desperate reason, just dont get me wrong again, ok. i just want to make everything clear.
first of all, i know we’ve talked about this about 100 times, but i think u just dont get it. i dont have any crush on you, ok? and whatever “those people” told you about me is all wrong. i mean, for all this time, i just consider you as the best friend of mine. i know how i act to u seems a bit like “oh-im-so-in-love-with-you” but its not. u’re my close friend, and i think its normal to act like how i use to be. “those people” was just made a big mistake, and i wont blame u. friends wont blame others.
then what i really want to say is: im really confused on how u act to me lately. i mean, first u said that everything is clear, then i tried to forget about it, pretend that nothing ever happen..but then u’re acting like we still have some probs that hasn’t fixed yet. then ME, trying to figure it out (well, i did that just cz u’re my friend. and i dont wanna lose my friend.) but u’re acting like..i dont know. i feel like i never knew u before.well, now i try to ignore it. i dont care at all.
“then if you dont care, why would u write this letter? doesnt it make u look so desperate?”
well actually..i just want to know, whats going on with u? i mean, if I’ve done some mistakes to u, then I’d say im sorry. but if its just “well-i-dont-want-to-talk-about-it” things, then you’re not who i thought you were. sorry to say, but im finally had enough. im tired being nice, im tired being patient. and for sure (once again, i am REALLY REALLY sorry to say this) u told me that im ur friend, and u want to bring back those good old days. but then i guess its just empty words. u dont meant it rite? cz if u meant it, this letter will never exist.
so, after all. thanks for all the good and bad memories. thanks for being a really nice friend. thanks for all the laughter, thanks for teaching me some new things i’ve never known before (i never knew that ‘dalai lama’ is an international name, u told me that, remember?). we actually made a good team together. it was a good time, really. inside, (like i’ve told u 1000 times before) u’re still the best friend i’ve ever had.
but still. if u want those good old time back, i’ll be there. somehow i hope that, i dont know, maybe a year or ten years later, we’ll laugh about this together.
regards,
me.
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