eid mubarak!

so, people!

eid mubarak!!

minal aidin wal faidzin,maap2 klo gw ada salah kata..

mudah2an d lain waktu kita bs bnr2 bersilaturahmi maap2an..

the end of this hectic month!!

yeaahh..lebarann sebentar lagiiii..

so, finally..akhirnya selesai juga bulan yg melelahkan ini..

pas mulai puasa pas hr prtama kuliah..balik malem mulu..its quite fun but melelahkaaannn…

btw tadinya gw smpt bingung berat waktu pertama kali balik malem, gw TAKUT bgt, pgn nangis smp tmn2 gw yg balik bareng gw naek kreta (tp ngga smpe bogor) pada bingung, krn gw ngga pernah balik malem ndirian..but now, jadinya kebiasa, ngga takut lagii hahaaha!

alhamdulillaahhh.. gw g salah ambil krs, dosen gw ajib2 smua!! )

so here’s the list:

ekopol: asooyy..tp klo ngejoke rada garing2 crunchyy.suasana kelas (isi kelas maksudnya): lumayannn

metodologi HI: gw blm prnh ktm..abisan pas dia masuk gw telat, pas gw masuk dia g ada muluu.. tp kata tmn2 gw ajiib bgt!! menyenangkan, liberal, dan dia g pake UTS. wedeehhh. suasana kelas: lumayann

perek indo (perekonomian indonesia): asik, ngajrnya enak, tp jarang ngejoke. kta tmn2 gw, nih dosen rada ‘genit’ sm cowo.. wow. suasana kelas: lumayann

Metode Penelitian Sosial: tdnya gw ambil dosen statistik gw wktu d sm. 2, pa Aris. tp taunya dpt pa sigit. yippeee! dia pan dosen sosiologi gw waktu sm. 1 . orgnya asik2 gt dah..lgian g pelit nilai cm rada strict aja..suasana kelas: lumayann

Azmen (azas2 manajemen): manteeeppp!!!!!! dosen paling lucuuu!! dari tampangnya lw g bakal nyangka dia itu LUCU sekali. dan yg paling gw demen, waktu dia blg: “saya ngga pernah ngasih nilai C. nilai B juga jarang. saya biasanya kasih A.” WAUUWW. ai LOP YU, pak! btw, mukanya kaya him damsyik. hheuu..suasana kelas: SERUU!!

Pemikiran politik barat: nih dosen enak gilaa. tp masa kta tmn gw yg ngambil dia jg, tp buat matkul lain, g enak cb. wah berarti dia modd2an orngnya. tp aseli enak bgt. g pelit nilai, itu yg pasti. trus omongannya jg menariiik sekali. suasana kelas: SERUU!!

Filsafat dan dasar2 logika: orgnya cool, calm.. g pelit nilai..trs salah satu dosen filsafat yg ‘bener’, cz kebanyakan tmn2 gw dpt dosen filsafat yg atheis. sungguh beruntung akuu..suasana kelas: aga bikin boring., untung sekls sm tmn2 gw yg menggilaaa..

Politik luar negri RI: masyaAllah. sumpah ini kelas g enak bgt. dosennya SUMPAH ngajarin kaya anak SMA. udh gtu bingungan pulaa.. kata2 favorit dia: “erm..eh..aduh, apa ya?? “udh gitu text book bgt. pelit nilai pulaa… ahh ini nih yg menghalangi gw dpt IP 4 smstr ini (gelo, kepedean..). suasana kelas: ngebosenin. kayanya abis lebaran gw bakal bawa cemilan+ komik ke kls ini biar g bosen.

mudah2an gw bs survive d smstr 3 inii…a lotsa things have changed, but im getting used too it.

btw, smstr 3 ini, gw jg ganti gaya. (najeeeess….). jadi girly2 gmnaa gitu. trus diperparah dgn gw potong rambut, g tau knp abis gw potong tuh rambut malah jd keriting curly2 gmna gt. lucu sh, hahaha. tp gw sebnrnya lbh demen sm gaya gw yg duluuu: bandshirt+skinny jeans item+ rambut acak2an kaya mau lepas. tp berhubung sepatu gw ilang..dan dgn terpaksa gw jd girly dl dah ah smp gw beli spatu lagii.. (g nyambung bgt!) lgian tmn2 gw pd demen sm gaya gw skrg. tp gw ngga demen ahh. abisan ribet..

lgian, gw lg polinlop sm org yg gayanya rada emo2 gitu! (which is aneh, cz sebenrnya gw ngga sk lyat cowo2 emo gt..tp ngga tau ya chemistry kalii) wahahahaha!! aihh gelo. gw ktm nih org d kereta, d eko ac. but i dont even know his nameee…pity. dan tidak disangka2 dia anak kampus gw juga!! dia anak 2006, gw anak 2007. ahh. mudah2an abis lebaran gw bs kenalan..but i dont wanna make the first move. its a guy thang, hoho!

so thats it people..ngga penting gw punya posting..hahahaha

hope u read this, mr. kennedy-wannabe

dear pal,

well before i start this, i just want u to know that im not writing this letter for some kind of desperate reason, just dont get me wrong again, ok. i just want to make everything clear.

first of all, i know we’ve talked about this about 100 times, but i think u just dont get it. i dont have any crush on you, ok? and whatever “those people” told you about me is all wrong. i mean, for all this time, i just consider you as the best friend of mine. i know how i act to u seems a bit like “oh-im-so-in-love-with-you” but its not. u’re my close friend, and i think its normal to act like how i use to be. “those people” was just made a big mistake, and i wont blame u. friends wont blame others.

then what i really want to say is: im really confused on how u act to me lately. i mean, first u said that everything is clear, then i tried to forget about it, pretend that nothing ever happen..but then u’re acting like we still have some probs that hasn’t fixed yet. then ME, trying to figure it out (well, i did that just cz u’re my friend. and i dont wanna lose my friend.) but u’re acting like..i dont know. i feel like i never knew u before.well, now i try to ignore it. i dont care at all.

“then if you dont care, why would u write this letter? doesnt it make u look so desperate?”

well actually..i just want to know, whats going on with u? i mean, if I’ve done some mistakes to u, then I’d say im sorry. but if its just “well-i-dont-want-to-talk-about-it” things, then you’re not who i thought you were. sorry to say, but im finally had enough. im tired being nice, im tired being patient. and for sure (once again, i am REALLY REALLY sorry to say this) u told me that im ur friend, and u want to bring back those good old days. but then i guess its just empty words. u dont meant it rite? cz if u meant it, this letter will never exist.

so, after all. thanks for all the good and bad memories. thanks for being a really nice friend. thanks for all the laughter, thanks for teaching me some new things i’ve never known before (i never knew that ‘dalai lama’ is an international name, u told me that, remember?). we actually made a good team together. it was a good time, really. inside, (like i’ve told u 1000 times before) u’re still the best friend i’ve ever had.

but still. if u want those good old time back, i’ll be there. somehow i hope that, i dont know, maybe a year or ten years later, we’ll laugh about this together.

regards,

me.

SMS2 geloo…

ok..first i want to apologize cz i didnt post something useful lately. im so stressed out with my own probs, but they’re all set up now!

so now i want to talk about..SMS.

i mean, not just an ordinary one, but a freaky messages.

pasti prnah kan dpt sms berantai yg bunyinya kaya gini:

“selamat hari persahabatan! kirimkan ke 10 sahabat kamu,(termasuk aku ya!) dan kamu akan dapat pernyatan cinta hari ini!”

WOW.

besoknya dapet lg itu sms. jadi hari persahabatan itu hampir tiap hari. AMAZING. totally childish.

atau yg gini:

“peringatan 100 hari meninggalnya pak Harto. kirimkan ke 7 orang dan akan mendapatkan pulsa 75000. aku beneran udh dapet!”

edeeuhh gelooo pisan… hebat bener kirim sms doank bs dapet duit!

atau (ini biasanya dapet klo mau dkt2 pengumuman SNMPTN atau UAN):

“kirimkan sms ini ke 24 orang, maka kamu pasti akan lulus. kalau berhenti di kamu, akn terjadi yg sebaliknya”

nyebelin bgt nggak sih! udh tau orang nunggu pengumumannya dagdigdug, malah dpt yg ginian..

or like this one (yg paling gw ngga demen!):

“namaku tasya. tadi malam aku dibunuh dan badanku dimutilasi jadi 13 bagian. kirimkan sms ini ke 13 tmn kamu. kalau putus di kamu, maka nanti malam aku akan datang ke kamar kamu jam 2 mlm dgn muka rata!”

anjritt.

walau gw tau itu sangat ngga make sense, tp ttp aja sereeeumm..akhirnya gw kirim jg ke tmn2 gw. eh taunya yg gw kirimin lg ngga ada pulsa, jd deh dia marah2 sm gw..

jadi sms kaya gini ngga penting bgt. ngabis2in pulsa aja. trus yg gw pnasaran. yg bikin awalnya siapa c? pasti tuh org ngga ada kerjaan bgt dah..

dan kita, meskipun tau itu ngga penting, masih aja ttp forward kemn2..(yeahh,,me too!)

see ya ’round folks.

hectic!

i started this week with a bright smile, but in the end of the day i felt so terrible.

DAMN!!

i supposed to be happy now, i told my friends im feeling great today.

but then i know im not.

hectic life!!

btw, im dying to play some fireworks! i hope tomorrow i could make it.

see ya ’round.

*sungguh postingan yg ngga penting**

swiiit swiit syalalalaaaaaaaaaaaa

im supposed to be sad. you know, crying all day, after he left yesterday by noon. but i dunno, maybe im a bit crazy now…

wish u luck there, im gonna miss ya!!

why??

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yesterday, i met him. dia dateng buat say goodbye sm anak2.

actually, i love to see him. but im also sad. cz its the last day i saw him. then i’ll never had any chance to meet him again.

luckily, kita pulang bareng kmrn. tp gw jg ngga enak, cz ada tmn gw, who also had a crush on him too. she’s the reason why i keep lying and never tell him how i feel.

then as we walk to the train station, i remembered all the things that we’ve done. it’s not that great, but its really unforgettable.

i remembered the first day i met him: 12 september.

he’s a nice-good looking guy. but i have to hide my feeling so deep in my heart cz my best friends love him too.

and i think she deserves him more than me.

and yesterday, when i met him (finally, i havent saw him for about 3 month). he’s still the same old person that i loved.

he still love to tease me, laugh at me. the difference is: he’s about to gone away. out of this country.

and he never knew about my feeling.

i already miss you and you havent even left yet!

see ya ’round, folks.

Rain.

Im only happy when it rains

(Only happy when it rains, garbage)

its early september, tp udh musim ujan aja..

actually, i looove rainy day. bau tanah basah, rumput, feel so romantic lah, hahaha…

kalo ujan gini jadi betah bgt ngadem di rumah. apalg pas bulan puasa, udah deh..

tidur mulu jadinya.

ini yg gw seneng tinggal di bogor, ngga musim ujan aja sering ujan, apalg pas musimnya..

klo ujan gini paling enak du2k di depan jendela, smbil minum teh/ coklat panas..edeeeuhh..mantep!

ada satu impian gw yg smp sekarang blm terkabul..: payungan d tengah ujan sm pacar! hahahahaha..so cheesy, i know..

buat gw ujan = galau

tapi saat2 ujan adalah yg paling gw tunggu.

so here’s some songs yang cocok bgt di dgrin waktu ujan:

+ Hujan – Utopia

+ Sleeping in- postal srvice

+ creep- radiohead ( yg akustik)

+ early sunset over monroeville – my chemical romance

+ the world is ugly- My chemical romance

+ lagu2nya death cab for cutie

+ Jason Mraz- im yours

+ get me away im dying- belle & sebastian

+ so nice so smart- kimya dawson

ada lagi yg lain?

well

see ya ’round, people.

i love walking in the rain because nobody can see me cry..